Thursday, October 1, 2015

Old Photo

But wait what? You mean -- My dad -- No wait, not what I asked – Silver Surfer -- Wait What? I don’t understand your – no I mean me my dad I we didn’t, then Silver Surfer – that doesn’t make sense I asked – didn’t agree with what I do –wait– no but I don’t know… Painting

….analyze manipulate text & discourse advanced scholar intuits controls language propositions – irrelevant to confusing in studio, critique, creating.  The economically intentional? or principally misguided? -- whichever way you like -- failure of higher ed academics as facilitator for art creating

For writers? No I’m not, but  - essays, SO MANY PEOPLE can inhale tendencies style flow, get the feel, acquiring process very like natural language acquisition is why it’s so common, an aesthetics sufficient for itself but will not influence someday, will look like normal old then - pedantic things, analyzable text discourse, concrete and intuitable points, structure and aesthetic properties serve clarity and other utility -- flow – pedantic essay creates its own topics – a whole text-agile society, magazines, but text arts? essay, work in the industry, assertive succeed exact poignant – How many can write history book science article or make literature art? That’s different that’s very hard work.  Me no I been styled for too long

Painting’s about – my dad not agree, something, I can’t explain, but, and Silver Surfer, or You mean, In discourse mode? Of course fucking not, but mode I am so much other, mode is I make something, you shut the fuck up, you can’t understand that then go essay yourself, go art-industry yourself evaluate appraise make expected text structures write half-artful treatise

Certain decades, 80s, also 50s, kind of 90s, 70s I think 40s but wouldn’t know firsthand – promote portray smudged crusty life into heroic reinvent because so far away from desirable that unattainability was, is hard to deal with - people in the pictures grim determined obstinate face healthy dirt in the wrinkles and cracks – stronger than you – pride – could win a fight over -- bullshit weren’t happy, they ate dirt – this fucker is looking at you from a photo where he was eating dirt probably unwell physically, internal who knows what kind of health condition, weak – wanted same middle class money you got would’ve given him choices, he wasn’t a poem or an aesthetic anything, he wasn’t a picture, the picture was, is an aesthetic something, but the fucker there isn’t an aesthetic anything isn’t a picture, was just standing there in front of a camera 80 or 90 years ago in a field of fucking dirt.  Politicians social thought-fabricators & a discourse society got, get you to confuse an aesthetics, a  picture, with a person.